Well, today at school was kinda good, but I got depressed at the end of the day... During drama, we were watching this musical, and there was a fighting scene in which I saw someone get hit with a bat, and then I just immediately remembered a part in my past in which I was hit with one...

And then at science, I got really depressed and tired (part of that was because of my pain meds) so I laid my head down, and everybody started picking on me for it... and all the people moved away from the table that I was at, and they wouldn't let me join any of their groups, so I was completely lost. And needless to say, the teacher didn't stop them from picking on me, but she did tell me to wake up or that she would send me to the main office and give me an F...

tomorrow, I'm going with my dad, and my old friend from king george to spend the night on my dad's sailboat just fishing and stuff like that... I hope that my mind will clear itself for my painful thoughts by then...

and my jaw still hurts, so I've been taking these damned meds, omfg dude, I hate these... all they do is make me feel high and shaky...