The person I'm not...

You have yet to know, the real me,
who I am, and what I'm truly like,
I will become stronger...

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I have lied to you, because I was afraid of what you'd think,
so I hid myself, letting the darker side of me take over,
and then I became weak...

I saw what was happening, but I was too weak to stop it,
that is why I still hate myself, for I should have stayed strong,
and showed you who I really am...

The most evil, and most demonic side of me took over,
leaving a wake of destruction, I saw many things in the rubble,
but what caught my eyes was you...

I swore and cried, and I bled violently,
for the demon not only cut you, but it cut me as well,
leaving us both to die...

I wish that I could have become stronger faster, and showed you the truth,
to destroy my demons, and prevent the current truth,
I should have tried harder...

I hope you are willing to learn the real me, and damn my demons instead,
to give me another chance, to destroy the lepers in my head,
so that you can say that you truly knew me...

    ...I hope you can truly forgive me...
      ...and give me one last chance...
...a chance for me to mend your wounds...
         ...and be true friends at last...