literature

Not strong enough...

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I've learned to live alone, all these years...
knowing that I can live this way, I know that I can survive,
but it doesn't seem worth living, without another...

I have wished, and I have cried, all on my own...
but I would have rather wished, and have cried for another,
even if the other, didn't wish and cry for me...

In my loneliness, I have now found how to be full...
with these spirits around me, they have given me more than enough strength,
but there is always that one drop left, to make me truly whole...

Despite what is thrown at me, I always survive...
but for what purpose, am I to continue living,
but then would I serve any purpose, if I were to die?...

I spend my days, every hour of every day...
always asking, always wondering,
will everything always seem this way?...

I have sought all the answers, but have only found a few...
there has to be something more than to just be looking for the answers,
or maybe, searching for answers is the only thing left that I can do...

And every time I search, I find myself in my past...
bringing a monster in me, filled to the brim with the purest of hate,
letting the anger consume me once again...

Now I know, that one must be strong to face the answers...
to be able to resist hate and anger, to be able to consume the insanity,
but I guess that now, I am not yet strong enough...

...I now have one last question to ask of you...
  
           ...How do I become stronger?...
wow, this is the first poem that I've written in a week...
so if I may ask, how do you all like it?
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bleeding-pain's avatar
its beautiful! i love it =) i hope u get better